At first I thought I was crazy. Like I was seeing things that weren’t there…you know those invisible hints that people only ignore when they’re not happening to them…yeah I’m pretty sure that I’m not that crazy. This is happening. I swear it is or God is playing a really cruel and unfunny joke. I know I haven’t slept in like two days but still I am pretty aware. I know that the sun is shinning and I’m breathing. So, this is happening and I don’t even know how to act. Should I smile? Frown? Act indifferent? Can someone please interject and tell me how adults are supposed to act during this “courting process”. This is foreign to me, really foreign, Like I’m lost in Botswana or some other place where English is not the native tongue. Is there no song or story that I can use as a reference… Please someone help. I kind of don’t want to mess whatever this strange sort of there but not there flirting is. I know I will. It’s my curse.
And would it kill some to let me get laid…or at least a lay worth remembering… Please and Thank You…
I cant even explain,
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