Monday, April 20, 2009

Watch you hop like a dumb ass...

I'm starting to realize that individuality is all relative. I can admit that I've pilfered a slang word or two maybe a few fashion tips that aren't the most popular around my neck of the woods, but I've never stolen and rocked them as my own, I make habit to cite my sources. Word to Dr. Kirby. And sometimes its easy just to pick up someone elses habits because your around them for extended periods of time. Habits yes...entire personalities and ways of life no!

It was mildly attractive before with you sharing all these idea and insightful antidote's about a life that you haven't lived. Maybe you forgot that I know you better than most. You scare me sometime with your willingness to mold and change yourself for the comfort of others who are insignificant in your life. I guess anything is better that being lonely. LIES!!!! You wonder why you life is messy and broken...because you refuse to be authentic. It makes we wonder what you would sell your soul for? and if I didn't care for you I wouldn't waist my time. Even though telling you that your perfect just the way you are is a waist of breath...I keep the faith.

I've learned the hard way that pretending to be something your not is the quickest way to amplify the qualities you try to cover up... If I see your flaws than surely they do. They laugh and mock you because now I'm starting to and I should feel ashamed but you refuse to betransparent even for a little while. I promise if you do that it will speak volumes. It's easier for people to look past the cracks when your not trying to cover them.


But I can't save your soul...

I can only wait.


Still waiting...


KD

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