Brief Updates

I finally got the money from my former slum boss. I'm so glad that I never have to think about those people ever again in LIFE!!!!!And I would say something mean right now but I have money to pay bills and books and booze!

Other than that life has been pretty dry. I've been trying to utilize this time to really find out about myself, and I've learned nothing new.

Well, I did learn that I'm not the relationship type. I just can't do the mushy mushy lovey dove thing. Like last week I met someone and exchanged numbers and numerous text messages and everything was cool. Then we decided to take things to the next level and have a phone conversation and plan a real first date. It only took 2 phone calls before I was ready to delete this person from my phone forever. Are their rules for like potential boo's? Like some guideline for some shit you should just not say to a person that you don't know any well. That was a serious question. I'm mean I can be a tad judgmental but I do try and demonstrate a wee bit of tact.

Let me explain the situation. So me and the former potential new boo were on the phone sharing a casual conversation about high school and the type of people we where. For once I held no punches, I was honest and didn't try to cover up things that I did and or said.In high school I wasn't the nicest person. I was painfully insecure; I was good at talking shit and pointing out peoples flaws. Of course the potential boo made themselves out to be a complete social butterfly and saint. Whatever, like I said I've done that in the past. No harm. No foul. I just feel like I'm at the point in my "dating life" where I don't want to hold back. I'm already weary of any type of relationships with restrictions, but if I was going to enter into one that I would do it honestly. Right. So then the former potential new boo proceeds to pick apart my social life based on this one piece of shared information and tires to typecast me as this over evolved version of my high school self. I was fucking offended!

1. You could have actually taken the time to get to know me on a more personal level.
2. Even if you did feel that way you could have kept it to yourself. Trust me I have my reservations about the person you might be, and I could spill them all right now. BUT I WON'T. I COULD BUT WON'T.
3. WHO THE SHIT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???

Enough about that because I feel compelled to send angry and immature text messages or make anonymous phone calls at 6 in the morning.

My mom is going through "the change" and I guess its heightened her sense of smell and now she's always spraying the house or lighting a candle and complains that everything smells. Even the grocery store smelled like rotten meat to her. As soon as she's old enough I'm putting her in a home. Not really, but maybe. I just pray that this whole menopause thing is over quick.

I need to go to happy hour. I need a fucking drink.

And this is random. I'm really considering switching my phone service to T-mobile. Their blackberry plans are cheaper and they have the new blackberry curve that I want. I will get it as soon as I get a job, that will be my first big purchase.

One more random thing. Who is the person in charge of making Jazmine Sullivan videos. Why do they keep getting worse? Why?

Just look at this one...



Cheap! Cheap! Cheap! This makes me want to go into video directing.


Their Eyes Were Watching American Idol,

KD