I haven’t been to sleep before 5 am in almost 2 weeks. Tonight I tried to make a conscious effort not to be up this late seeing as its the holiday and all. I guess we celebrate the Memorial Day. I know we put a flag on my grandfathers grave (to be honest I just found that out today). For me it usually means another unwanted family gathering. This year there won’t be.
I got my stimulus check from the gov’t. A whole $300 dollars to remind me that I am broke. I’m not complaining. Even thought I owed my mom half right off the top and the 60 that I owe to the saint. I guess in all things are starting to look up. Now if I could only find a job that would be amazing! Im going to stop being stubborn and call the grocery store. i know its not my dream job but it will pay the bills.
I need to call my dad. I should of done it yesterday when it was free. I’ll call eventually. Probably tomorrow. Its the holiday. I feel bad for not celebrating the holiday. Slightly un-American, but the check I cashed had lady liberty on it. That was kind of American.
Its 330 now. and I’m going to play a word association game with myself. Here we go.
Orange
loud
laughter
teeth
horses
peanut butter
apples
white
snow
pee
ammonia
cats
Chinese
general tso’s
red
hypnosis
left
forgotten
sanity
bubble wrap
stair cases
foil
soap
angels
outfield
flies
zippers
close
doors
closets
secretes
truth
deception
religion
mustard seed
calories
Atkins
baggy
bad breath
all that
Sunday
planters nuts
peach flowers
hair grease
polka dots
row homes
curse words
fire crackers
bird food
alka seltzer
car fire
dust
shed
monkeys
fights
lips
water fountains
grant hill
Redding middle
delorenzo
wizard of oz
broken television
string beans and corn
unwanted visitors
chocolate milk
lactose intolerant
first grade
cheating
Sparks
cow boy boots
gumby
cassette player
Nintendo
sleep over
scrabble
scrapple
wrestling
undertaker
death
purple
prince
skinny
baby
abortion
unplanned
vacation
stranded
night clubs
bar
ABC
cubic zirconium
old navy
vans
checkers
Baltimore
cheesecake
cherries
sundaes
spoiled mile
cows
skim
shit
chemistry
stretch Armstrong
gangly
rejection
ugly
curve
hip
shoulder
poetry
ink
confusion
beauty
flawed
track ball
cash
compulsive
credit cards
lil wayne
dark
Vegas
rats
hookers
txt messages
sex
crack house
condoms
voyeurism
porn
history
eagles
super stars
gypsies
deconstruction
project runway
weirdoes
Kara Saun
leather
bacon
rolls
paper towels
fight club
national geographic
titties
African
jungle
ivory
pearls
silver
Kirk Franklin
brain damage
tumors
cancer
cervix
hospitals
33
Jim Carey
grinch that stole Christmas
silent night
presents
greed
ring tones
party
natural ice
kiddie pool
digital camera
flash
gas station
Latin American
omelets
tequila
colors
London
hills
port
river front
water
drown
sleep
insomnia
vampire
blade
black
silence
fan blade
on demand
sex and the city
blackberry
ok Im done. its 3:51 now. There was no real point to that. Its just more constructive that me sitting here in the dark pretending that Im going to sleep. Im still not tired. I miss cookout. I think that would be the answer to all my prayers. Fucking Hush puppies and a mint chocolate chip milkshake. maybe not? wont know till August.
Im done now,
KD
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