As honest as I am in this blog there is still so much about myself that I am not willing to share. I don’t know why. This is the only place where my thoughts really make sense and transform themselves into something I’m proud to put my name on and still there is something holding me back. Anyway I’m sitting here watching this special on Susan L. Taylor who is the editor in chief of Essenes Magazine about writing from the heart and that’s what made her so successful. It got me thinking that the books and blogs I like to read. I feel a connected to them like they are talking to me about their problems and their struggles. There is a great vulnerability that they have in their writing. Its one thing I know I lack. I just cant seem to let this wall down. TO be honest I don’t know when this wall was built. When I was a kid I was fearless and courageous. Some where between there and now I’ve become somewhat introverted. and though I can be introverted every now and then that little kid that refused to take no for an answer shows face and when he does he is nothing short of amazing. I wish I could convince him to stay longer because this introvert shell of myself doesn’tdo the job the way I need it to! And I can’t make any promises that I will always be vulnerable but this is my pledege to make an effort. So that when and if people read this it wont just be glossed over stuff that anyone can write about. Anyway, this is my ode to Mrs. Taylor saying thank you for being fearless and vulnerable.
Jobless and smiling,
KD
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