Now What?

In reference to the “Cat’s Don’t Dance” post.

When you subtract all the ridiculous people from your life you discover boredom and that the ridiculous people made life a little more fun. It distracted me from the not excitement that is my life. Now I find my self trying to attach myself to something stable, but damn I miss the ridiculous. I know its only been two days. Maybe not even 2. More like one and a half. I still miss it.

I knew this wouldn’t be easy. It never is. I’ve done this several times. I always go back. I figured if I wrote it down and people read it, I would be less inclined to go back on my word. At least I’m hoping that’s what happens.

I’m just bored. Bored to death!

I would like to say that me being bored made me slightly more irritable and more creative and it frees my mind to allow me to do other things. or something like that. I just wish I knew how to balance things. Because I can’t keep writing about all of this self discovery its draining me. to think about it and to write it. and to reread. but this is the only place that will listen. So this is the only place that matters right now.

In class and angry and bored,

KD