Its written all over your face (staff meetings)

Before reading this please refer back to the entry “No Apology Required”.

Yesterday, I spent the better part of what had shaped up to be a pretty good day in a BULLSHIT ASS MEETING. I told you before about my job here at school, and how I don’t really do anything, and that I get paid, and I’ve been doing it for 3 years. Well, now in light of my recent altercation with the Easter bunny face bitch they decided to become a little more strict and have rules, because they want us to become more well-rounded individuals and know how to survive in the “real world”. Whatever. If that meeting is what the “real world” is like than I gladly decline. Because what I’ve learned is that in the real world no one really likes their co-workers and are only concerned with them when they are preforming their job at a less than satisfactory manor. That as soon as one co-worker leaves the office it is time for the rest of the office to talk about them. That confidentiality never really exist because no one cares and its all the same as gossip to them. That myspacing and text messaging is also just as addictive to people who are 30 and single and wack (special shot out the bunny face bitch). But most importantly in the real world no one says how they really feel. They have meetings and tip-toe around the issues and pretend that everything is cool with out direct confrontation but at the same time not solving anything. Nothing at all. Just wait for the meeting to be over and start the same vicious cycle over the very next day. Is this really what I came to college to learn. How to be conniving and manipulative. How to be unhappy and in debt with a master’s. Wow! I see now why people are oppose conformity, and now I am inclined to agree. I would like to think the best way to solve a problem is to face it head on. and I’m not saying that I’m a very confrontational person, however If i feel deeply about something than I won’t silence myself behind meetings and pointless handouts. Lets not waist that much time. and plus I’m not that good at the faking attitude. I wear my emotions all on my face and they can tell you far more than any words that I say. I don’t even realize it until someone brings it to my attention. Ok ok. The moral of this story is that, the real world is full of frauds. Angry people afraid to be angry and try and make me go to meetings that could have been solved the first time if the bunny faced bitch just let me curse her out. Please stop me if I sound a bit immature, its just how I feel.

Learning and Growing

K